- my scandalous,
- painful and pleasing LIFE
duminică, 11 septembrie 2011
Chapters of my Life
Well here we go, rolling the dice here!
This is going to be my top story on my blog :
You know when you are little everything is easy as a feather, from getting away with a lie to manipulating your parents into letting you go to camp. Your only responsibility is not getting a bad grade in school 'cause then you're in trouble and you'll get headaches from your parents...well all that changes when you get bigger and you start realizing that another sex exists: MALE; L'HOMME; HOMBRE (and girls, I know dad is a man to, but that doesn't count)!!! Oh yes, girls...it's a shocking discovery, when you find yourself secretly blushing for a boy! And not just "a" boy ... "the" boy every girl in school seems to like!!! From that point on your life will become complicated by the twisted and magical part we all call "being swept off our feet in love"...then after we grow some it will be called "mind blowing brilliant sex" and as we enter the next period of our lives, it will grow into becoming "the soul-mate searching"...
In my childhood I was a real tomboy, playing with the boys, getting into fights, playing football, wrestling, scratching my nose :))) things like that...NOT in anyway interested in boys in a romantic way...
I fell in love for the first time in my teen years. I was obsessing over a mysterious, gorgeous man who worked for a firm that had the office in my building . He was older then me, like 13 years older... I got to spend some awesome time with him, he was tutoring me...And he was a great teacher. I've went over hills for him...I knew he was a lot older then me but my heart didn't agree...It was young love and I was flying!!! One afternoon I went in his office for my tutoring class and at the end of the session he looked at me with his gorgeous green eyes and he wrapped his hand around my back and pecked me then hugged me !!!!!! O>M>G my heart was going like the road runner!!!!!!! It was my first big, important, desired, mouth watering kiss! After that kiss he realized that I was just a kid and he apologized for the behavior...In my head everything was just peaches. After that day he stayed to work for the office another month and a half then he moved and I never heard of him since last month...He contacted me, asking me how I was and if I can remember him...It was a lovely surprise, we talked about the past and the present...I can't lie, it was a little awkward! He wanted to meet but until this day we didn't really find the time...I wonder how he looks like now...I know that he is married (I don't date married man, not that kind of girl) and he has his own firm and he travels a lot...Maybe we'll get together sometime, don't know...But I promise to tell if we'll meet...
End of part one...